Poetication

Warning: Could trigger eating disorders I wish I could say that it ends That I would never skip meals again Or that you stop feeling like you should count the calories of every mouthful you take. I wish I could stop this panicked feeling everytime I gain weight That kgs and shirt sizes are nothing but numbers, not representations of how much I ate I wish I could promise never to lie again About eating disorders And mental health About the little voice that brings me down day after day That when I said I was fine, it was truthful and not an escape. Pretty girls aren't stick figures Or are they Sometimes I forget